Monday, October 21


everyday deep! emosional much! pergh

Tuesday, October 15

Oh why!

why didn't you listen!
why didn't you see!
why didn't you believe!
why didn't you try!
why didn't you stop!
why didn't you notice!
why didn't you realize!
why didn't you tell!
why didn't you say!
why didn't you feel!

what a day.

Wednesday, August 28


yes. i believe im a dreamer. i dream very well! :) at the end of it, all i could do is just smile:))


i missed so much of the most valuable times in my life. i should be having/spending that moment right now. no one understand, no one can and no one will. i could never know what my life heading to. but i believe in Allah SWT. InsyaAllah everything will turn out just fine. nothing in this world comes easy right? :')

Monday, August 26

she did

sigh. that was pretty obvious yo! how could you.. mcm kan mnjatuhkan org saja

Sunday, August 25


Friday, August 23

whats for breakfast?

Good morning. & im having buns and water as for today's breakfast. it is good to have a proper breakfast to start yr day.. it helps you to concentrate and give energy for your physical and mental! breakfast also considered as the best meal of the day..

here are some of the benefits it can provide:

  • A more nutritionally complete diet, higher in nutrients, vitamins and minerals
  • Improved concentration and performance in the classroom or the boardroom
  • More strength and endurance to engage in physical activity
  • Lower cholesterol levels

Not forget to mention that breakfast eaters tend to weigh less than breakfast skippers. Like me! hehehehe not gonna expose tho! but really.. :)) i have no problem with my weigh and i dont care if i look super skinny (bukan yg mcm anorexic umkayy, FYI) or what so ever as long as im living my life in a healthy way so thats enough!
ok ciao for now. 


Thursday, August 22

My almighty..

you see.. Allah is very adil. just pray! keep on prayin. he always listens. thanks Ya Allah.. cant thank you enough for every single thing with what you did to me.. you are always there! waaaah im so relieved.. syukur Ya Allah... ilove you.


wahhh fatin blacked out just for a moment! wait what was that? do they call it as black out or faint? ive no idea. basically its pitam kind of thing.. haisssh poor fatin! haha funny thing is i couldnt bear to lift her up. am i thaaaat weak? :///// eat more ctah!!! please hahahha anyway, hope she's okay. :(

Wednesday, August 21


he knows! 

yet he acts like he dont!


oh yes. youre right! its just me being silly.. just another gloomy day in the office!
 what else can u expect me to do other than takin pics of me................ 


why would i bother, since no one is around!!
hehehehe its what i called #freedom

Tuesday, August 20


some people just dont know how to differentiate between "joking ard" and "off limits"..

it would be a lie, if i say im not hurt! cause i really do.

Monday, August 19

Ieesha Marissa❤

My Belabih girl.. simply my everything!!


Kullu kalam addu’a, setiap perkataan itu adalah merupakan doa.. 

so watch out with ur stinky mouth Mr. J!!

in the office

oh my sleepyhead! what a bad day~ this cant be real!

what a boring company i must say! oopsie...................................

think im gonna update my blog starting now.....................................................................

"Mr. Jobless is getting in the way, i see!"

&& this sleepy head just wont stop, i see!



ahhhh it has been hectic. knowing my reality is all about networking is crazy! yet i enjoy doing the course. only that sometime i feel just cannot cope of every single thing im doing! after much headache and backache, all sort of pain and a hell of a lot of time. now im getting more crazier. knowing that im in semester 3, been stressing out of what im goin to do and pick as for my final year project!


((((DO NOT CHOOOSE OR PICK any NETWORK ENGINEERING COURSE or COMPUTER NETWORK ENGINEERING as your choice, if you dont have any network connection in ur blood! HAHAHA im not jokin.))))

Ya Rabbbbbi now im struggling thinking what to do for my final year project................................................


Thursday, January 24


Without you..

a fool.

i was stupid!